Explanation of Albums

"Through the Ashes" is not just a collection of songs — it's the story of my soul stripped bare. It’s the pain I’ve carried, the people I’ve lost, and the hope I’ve clung to in the darkest moments of my life. Every lyric is a wound reopened. Every melody is a prayer I once whispered when I didn’t know if I’d make it through.

These songs were born out of ashes — the remains of moments that burned everything I thought I was down to nothing. Grief, trauma, depression, addiction, suicide… it’s all here. The stories are mine and personal. 

There’s no mask here. No pretending. Just raw emotion — broken, messy, and real. This album follows a journey from pain to purpose, from silence to song, from being buried beneath it all to standing up again with scars exposed and heart still beating.

If you're walking through your own fire, I hope you hear something in these songs that reminds you: you're not alone. You matter. And even through the ashes… your soul can rise.

This album is about the pieces I’ve been left with — and the ones I’m still trying to understand.

"Fractures of Me" is a look at the broken parts of who I am — the cracks left behind by trauma, heartbreak, loss, and years of fighting battles no one else could see. It’s not a clean story with a happy ending. It’s fragmented, uncomfortable at times, and painfully honest. But it’s real. Every track reflects a piece of me I used to hide… or didn’t know how to face until now.

These songs are confessions — not polished or perfect, just pieces. Pieces of grief I’ve carried too long. Pieces of love I lost before I was ready. Pieces of guilt, of silence, of screaming into a void and hoping someone would hear me. It's always about truth.

“Fractures of Me” doesn’t promise healing. It promises honesty. It’s about living with the cracks, naming them, and maybe learning to let the light in through them. Because even broken things can speak. Even shattered hearts still beat.

If you’ve ever felt like you were too broken to matter, too far gone to be seen — this is for you. You’re not alone in your pieces. You’re not the only one still holding it together with trembling hands.

These are the fractures of me. Maybe they’re the fractures of you too.

This album is for the babies we never got to hold — but will always carry in our hearts.

"Forever Ours" was born from loss — the kind that often goes unseen, unspoken, and misunderstood. It’s about miscarriage. It’s about the pain of loving someone before you ever meet them, and the heartbreak of saying goodbye before you even get the chance to say hello. Every song on this album is a whisper to the little souls who were here for just a moment, but changed us forever.

These aren’t just sad songs. They’re lullabies for the missing. They’re prayers, memories, and messages from parents whose arms may be empty, but whose hearts are full of love that has nowhere to go. They're the echoes of dreams — first kicks imagined, names chosen, futures envisioned — all swept away too soon.

But even in the loss, this album is a reminder: that love is real. That grief is valid. That these children mattered. Whether it was days, weeks, or months — they were ours. And they always will be.

“Forever Ours” is for the mothers, the fathers, the families who have experienced miscarriage and felt alone in it. I hope you find a piece of your own story here. I hope these songs make space for your pain and remind you that your baby — your babies — will never be forgotten.

They were loved.
They were real.
They are forever ours.

"Whispers and Wounds" is a heartbreaking reflection on the tragedy of a young life lost to suicide — a child who was bullied, isolated, and carrying pain no one fully saw. It’s about the quiet suffering behind forced smiles, the questions that never got asked in time, and the aftermath that leaves families, friends, and communities shattered and searching for answers.

These songs give voice to the whispers — the unheard cries, the silent pleas, the things they couldn’t find the words to say. And they carry the wounds — not just the ones that led to the decision, but the ones left behind in those who loved them and now grieve with guilt, confusion, and heartbreak.

This isn’t just an album about loss. It’s about awareness. It's about the danger of cruelty, the reality of depression in children, and the urgent need for empathy, presence, and connection. It's for every child who felt unseen. Every parent who didn’t know. Every friend who’s now left wondering what sign they missed.

“Whispers and Wounds” is a memorial. A warning. And a promise: to listen better. To see deeper. To never let silence bury pain again.

If you’ve ever lost someone and been left with more questions than answers, these songs are for you. If you’ve ever felt alone in your own suffering, I hope you hear your story too — and know that even in the darkest places, your life matters.

This child may be gone, but their voice still echoes. And through this music, we carry them forward — not in silence, but in remembrance, in truth, and in love.

This album is the other side of the story — the one we don’t always want to hear.

"The Weight of Silence" is about the making of a bully. It’s not an excuse. It’s an exploration. A look into how a child — a boy — can be shaped by his environment, his pain, and the silence around him. Before he ever hurt someone else, he was hurting. Before the anger, there was confusion. Before the cruelty, there was neglect, fear, and a desperate need to feel powerful in a world where he felt powerless.

This album is a companion to Whispers and Wounds — two sides of the same tragedy. One tells the story of the bullied child who died by suicide. This one tells the story of the boy who became the bully — not because he was evil, but because no one asked why he was acting out. No one listened. No one saw.

Each song reveals a layer: a home without love, a father’s absence, a mother’s silence, teachers who missed the signs, peers who laughed when he lashed out. It’s about a boy who learned early that emotion was weakness, and silence was survival. So he turned his hurt into hate — and his fear into power. Until one day, the damage he caused became irreversible.

“The Weight of Silence” is about the cost of what we don’t say. It’s about the children we label as “bad” without asking where that behavior comes from. It’s about stopping the cycle before it turns another victim into another villain.

If Whispers and Wounds makes you cry for the child who died, I hope The Weight of Silence makes you look closer at the one who survived — and wonder what could’ve been different if someone had heard him sooner.

"Venting" is an album about speaking the truth that most people are thinking but too afraid to say. It’s about being proud of my country, loving the land I come from, and refusing to stay silent when I see it falling apart. This album calls out the two-tier system of justice, the way the government has stopped listening to its own people, and how ordinary families are being left behind.

It’s not about hate, race, or division – it’s about putting our own people first, protecting our communities, and demanding the fairness we all deserve. "Venting" is me saying the uncomfortable truths that need to be said, with honesty, heart, and no fear of judgment. It’s for everyone who’s tired of being ignored and wants their voice to finally be heard.

Wake the Nation is me saying the things most people don’t want to say out loud. These songs confront the uncomfortable truths  about injustice, hate, division, and the way so many choose to look away. I didn’t write this album to be safe; I wrote it to challenge silence and indifference.

Every lyric is a call to open eyes and face what’s real, even when it hurts. But beneath the raw honesty there’s still hope — the belief that by naming the truth, by refusing to stay quiet, we can find compassion, unity, and the courage to change. Wake the Nation is my voice raised for those who can’t, and my reminder that love speaks loudest when we dare to tell the truth.

Rise As One is about truth, unity, and standing together in a world that’s been torn apart by lies and division. I wrote this album as a wake-up call — not just to expose the corruption, greed, and control that keep people divided, but to remind us that we still have the power to rise above it.

Every track is a reflection of what we’re living through — the manipulation, the media noise, the injustice — but also the strength that still exists when people open their eyes and refuse to give in. It’s about real change, not the kind they sell us, but the kind that starts from within.

This album is raw, emotional, and unapologetically honest. It’s for the ones who feel unheard, for those who question everything, and for anyone who still believes that truth and compassion can change the world.